The crowd was so loud that night. The lights shone like the sun on midday, maybe even brighter. His feelings, though, was as dark as the night. The evening had just begun, and still it was as if it never should have started. It never should! His only thought was about how to make it stop, how to make the evening end. Without him having to do a thing. But that probably was impossible. As impossible as he knew it was, he wanted it. He wanted it all to end. Right now, at that second.
All the voices surrounding him made him struggle for air, he wanted quietness. He wanted for the entire world to just leave him alone, leave him with himself and